A lot of things/worries have been coming to mind lately and I’m just feeling scared. The worry just built into fear.

I don’t like feeling this way. I thought it was just normal, feeling a little down since everyone gets their ups and downs, right? But it was little things that piled up together and grew into this massive pile that I now call fear.

So now I’m scared of a lot of things, I’m just itching to get away from whatever - mainly school. There’s so much crap there, it’s such a two-faced crap. One class, I’ll tolerate, another class I’ll completely suffer, one class I’ll be okay in, one awkward class, then one ish class.

Then there’s my classmates. Stupid, uncaring, hypocritical morons.