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thinking of deleting this account real soon

to my friends - uh i guess message me if you want to still keep in touch but other than that i’m saying bye to this account bc i don’t use it anymore 

Don’t you just love it when your friends call you out on your shit when you never called them out on theirs because you wanted to be a good friend

I don’t know what I’m doing with people like these. I feel like they’re just wasting my time with all these shallow shit talk. They talk to me like I’m stupid and don’t expect great things from me. 

I have great friends. Too bad I hate them.

I’m leaving for school. Sorry I’ve been gone a lot. I’m going to disappear even more while I enter my junior year of school.

Today is my last day. School starts tomorrow. Yaaay.

Crap so my mom saw me and my face was red, not just my eyes but my nose as well and I was sniffling & my voice was nasally.

Good thing she just thought I had colds from the pool we just came back from an hour ago.

I’m done crying now. But I’m still sour and sore about what my friends just said. And they’re acting like nothing even happened.

I never say anything back to them when they say these things because I honestly just don’t know what to say back anyways.

\: This has been happening like, especially this entire summer. So, I hate it because at one point I literally felt like I had to walk on eggshells when I talked with them because I terrified that I would say something they would make fun of me for. So I just kept silent.

Great friends.

I am trying to do my own thing but he won’t just fucking leave me alone.

God ugh. This is what happens when he doesn’t have work and ends up staying at home with us the entire day.

All he does is fucking nag us about chores when we have enough time throughout the day to do them. And he tries to “hang out” with us like ‘hey, let’s go to the pool!’ Or ‘do you wanna go to the beach? Let’s go!’ Or ‘what do you guys wanna do? You wanna go out somewhere? Come on, we can go.’

LIKE COME ON ARE YOU SERIOUSLY GONNA BE A STUPID FUCK ABOUT THIS JUST STFU SIT DOWN AND DONT BOTHER US GOD DAMN IT

DO YOU SEE THIS? HE NAGS US TO DO THINGS AROUND THE HOUSE THEN HE’LL ASK IF YOU WANNA GO OUT LIKE FCK OFF MAN GOD FUCKING DAMMIT

Hump day. He’s the big ass fucking hump I have to get through today. That asshole.

My dad makes me feel so damn irritated and pretty depressed.

He’s pretty clueless that he’s pissing me off then he asks, “Oh, what’s wrong?” As if he wasn’t the reason I woke up feeling like burning the world down. He acts like saying ‘Tell me what’s wrong, I’ll help’ like stfu and get the hell away from me.

Either that or he blames it all on me. Like ‘Why are you always frowning? Why are you so grumpy? Why are you mad, huh? You’re always mad about something.’ etc, etc.

Like WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS THE DEAL WITH YOU SO FUCKING FLIP SWITCH I CAN’T STAND YOU SOMETIMES GOD DAMN

my friend sent this picture on our group chat
and declared “I found my true calling. Banana sculpting.”

my friend sent this picture on our group chat

and declared “I found my true calling. Banana sculpting.”

My banana bread is in the oven right now, due to ring in about two minutes.

I can’t believe this is the first one I’ve made all summer. Mom’s recipe is amazing and I’m glad I started baking bc I can make myself yummy stuff. :D

I think one of the first episodes I ever saw of Supernatural was The Magnificent Seven. 

It’s playing right now. Mom passed by & it was on a close up of Dean (Jensen Ackles). She said, “That actor is very very handsome.” (translated from Filipino/Tagalog).

Ugh, yes! He is, indeed. 

blame my messed up feels on tumblr

literally no one gets me anymore especially when i go on rants 

lolol anymore? they never did nvm 

actually when we go to sleepovers i’m going to pull your leg just because i saw the conjuring

HAHAHAHA and i’m dying just thinking of it bc pulling your leg omfffgg

i love having cute outfits. just like everyone else, i want to look good. i love seeing the cute clothes and outfits at the mall and stores. 

but omg i hate actually shopping for myself

i find it such a struggle. can someone just pls dress me up i’ll let you play doll on me as long i don’t walk out looking half naked or uncomfortable

what happened to me i thought i was a girl

YAAAAY okay nvm i showed madre and she calmed me down.. i’m not guilty of actually owing the library 95 FREAKING BUCKS anyways.. but it still made me nervous that i might have had to.

THEY MADE ME SECOND GUESS MYSELF ugh god damn i hate school and it hasn’t even started yet

school is just a place where self esteem and confidence and any of those pretty jazz DOES NOT FUCKING EXIST bc THEY JUST STRESS ME OUT AND TEAR ME DOWN 

GOODBYE ASSHOLES I’M OUT TAKING OVER THE WORLD

I had fun seeing The Conjuring.