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I’m leaving for school. Sorry I’ve been gone a lot. I’m going to disappear even more while I enter my junior year of school.

Today is my last day. School starts tomorrow. Yaaay.

Crap so my mom saw me and my face was red, not just my eyes but my nose as well and I was sniffling & my voice was nasally.

Good thing she just thought I had colds from the pool we just came back from an hour ago.

I’m done crying now. But I’m still sour and sore about what my friends just said. And they’re acting like nothing even happened.

I never say anything back to them when they say these things because I honestly just don’t know what to say back anyways.

\: This has been happening like, especially this entire summer. So, I hate it because at one point I literally felt like I had to walk on eggshells when I talked with them because I terrified that I would say something they would make fun of me for. So I just kept silent.

Great friends.

I fucking hate my friends.

They’re the two closest to me right now and they always, ALWAYS call me out on my shit. LIke, I should have known that. Kat, we just talked about that. Kat, we just said that. Kat, didn’t you hear her say it was this and not that. Kat, where did you get that? That’s not even close to what we were talking aobut. Kat, we literally just said that. Kat, we’re talking about it right now.

I’m wrong. Of course, I am. But no need to fucking call me out like that. I never pointed you out wrong like that. So why do you have to do it to me? I NEVER talked to you in that voice or ever used that tone to you. 

You’re the closest to me right now and you love to make me feel like shit. AND YOU SAY TO EACH OTHER THAT YOU SHOULD EXPECT THIS FROM ME AND YOU SHOULD BE USED TO THIS BY NOW.

DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING DEGRADING YOU ARE? AND WE’RE SUPPOSED TO BE FRIENDS.

FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU BOTH

My dad makes me feel so damn irritated and pretty depressed.

He’s pretty clueless that he’s pissing me off then he asks, “Oh, what’s wrong?” As if he wasn’t the reason I woke up feeling like burning the world down. He acts like saying ‘Tell me what’s wrong, I’ll help’ like stfu and get the hell away from me.

Either that or he blames it all on me. Like ‘Why are you always frowning? Why are you so grumpy? Why are you mad, huh? You’re always mad about something.’ etc, etc.

Like WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS THE DEAL WITH YOU SO FUCKING FLIP SWITCH I CAN’T STAND YOU SOMETIMES GOD DAMN

My banana bread is in the oven right now, due to ring in about two minutes.

I can’t believe this is the first one I’ve made all summer. Mom’s recipe is amazing and I’m glad I started baking bc I can make myself yummy stuff. :D

blame my messed up feels on tumblr

literally no one gets me anymore especially when i go on rants 

lolol anymore? they never did nvm 

1-4victor-acknowledges-all:

inunchartedwaters:

amplifytheworld:

referencesforartists:

brenanf999:

dontwantyourmoneysir:

anndruyan:

This is a summary of college only using two pictures; expensive as hell.

That’s my Sociology “book”. In fact what it is is a piece of paper with codes written on it to allow me to access an electronic version of a book. I was told by my professor that I could not buy any other paperback version, or use another code, so I was left with no option other than buying a piece of paper for over $200. Best part about all this is my professor wrote the books; there’s something hilariously sadistic about that. So I pretty much doled out $200 for a current edition of an online textbook that is no different than an older, paperback edition of the same book for $5; yeah, I checked. My mistake for listening to my professor.

This is why we download. 

Spreading this shit like nutella because goddamn textbooks are so expensive. 

not necessarily art related but as someone who couldn’t afford their textbooks this semester this is a godsend

REBLOGGING because after a little digging, I found my $200 textbook for free in PDF form.

friendly reminder that this exists since I know we’re all going back to college soon

Will reblog every time I see it.

i’m going to need this in two years

ugh thank god i haven’t hit post limit on this one i’m gonna cry if i do

later guys. i’m off to dragon tales.

later guys. i’m off to dragon tales.

I’ll just map tumblr friends across the world and then travel from one house to another

you just have to trust people that they won’t kill you

…omg life advice on how to trust people yay

I just move on from one crime show to the next.. 

ridge:

why are there so many beautiful things hidden on the internet 

OMG guys this isn’t a joke i just tried this right now! it’s this missile game and if you don’t get those incoming missiles at you, it destroys your video. (not really, it just makes cracks as if it’s the underground base or something that’s about to shatter)
first, snake..now this? google, what other trick have you hidden up your sleeve? 

ridge:

why are there so many beautiful things hidden on the internet 

OMG guys this isn’t a joke i just tried this right now! it’s this missile game and if you don’t get those incoming missiles at you, it destroys your video. (not really, it just makes cracks as if it’s the underground base or something that’s about to shatter)

first, snake..now this? google, what other trick have you hidden up your sleeve? 

i love having cute outfits. just like everyone else, i want to look good. i love seeing the cute clothes and outfits at the mall and stores. 

but omg i hate actually shopping for myself

i find it such a struggle. can someone just pls dress me up i’ll let you play doll on me as long i don’t walk out looking half naked or uncomfortable

what happened to me i thought i was a girl

A man with OCD recites a poem about his one true love. 

"She was the first beautiful thing I ever got stuck on, I want to wake up every morning thinking about the way she holds her steering wheel, how she turns shower knobs like she’s opening a safe, how she blows out the candles, now I just think about who else is kissing her I can’t breath because he only kisses her once, he doesn’t care if it’s perfect, I want her back so bad I leave the door unlocked, I leave the lights on."

so heartbreaking