Posts tagged: i feel like dying
i don’t know why but i can’t stop crying about this and i’m completely lost and hurt about this.
idk what’s going on with my parents.
this is the second night this week my brother has seen me cry. i hope i don’t look like i cried when my parents get home in like half an hour ish.
my parents didn’t know i cried on wednesday night…so i hope they don’t find out later either.
i don’t know what to do. my thoughts keep getting worse and i can’t stop crying
But then again, that’s just expected of me.. To give up. Just like always. Right?
I want to prove everyone wrong. But how can I, feeling shitty as I do right now..
I know killing myself won’t be the answer. I’ve always told myself that. Because I always wanted to live for things that I don’t know right now.
But before I can even get to the better things, I need to get over this bullshit..
I feel like locking myself up in a dark room for the rest of my life.