Posts tagged: friend
please stop about my “listening skills”
i know i make fun of myself every now and then but good god can you please stfu about it
you’re not perfect either but i’m not calling you out on your shit
fucked up friendship you make me hate you but dammit you’re my friend do you see my problem here? ughhhh
So a friend is back from Hawaii for a few days before leaving for the rest of summer for his vaca. Thing is, he got a small gift from Hawaii for me (I was half jokingly asking and he actually got me one, to my surprise) and he asked if I was free tomorrow. There’s a chance that he can give it to me, yes. How? I have no idea what to expect or ask of him. Does he want to grab a bite and just give it? Or just stop by my house and drop it off? I’m so not out there and it’s pretty embarrassing
I’m nervous about bringing him up to my parents as well because 1. My cousins have already been teasing me about him since Christmas and thought there was something between us (but there isn’t, honestly). And 2. He’s a guy and got me a gift? That’s gonna sound great, especially to my dad lol. Considering I don’t have a lot of guy friends that I’m close to and are actually my age. (The rest of my guy friends are younger than me because I’m old for my grade..another story for another day) .
So I’m pretty witted out here because I don’t know what to do. Do I just ..text him to drop it off or what? Lol. Guys omg I’m so not .. This is embarrassing for me. Like I’m serious. And you can easily tell because I’ve written this as a stream of consciousness. BLAH the whole gift thing isn’t a big deal though right? Right? Um. I feel so awkward!!
So if I really didnt like my friend (which I don’t in THAT way) you might say I wouldn’t worry about it right? But the thing is, my cousins have long thought that there’s something there. Aha ha ha. Especially one particular cousin. *flaming glare* they keep thinking that no matter how much I tell them it’s not and there isn’t. LOLOL. I expect a questioning look from my mom and asking me something so typically momsy.
well, sorta. but it’s one helluva lot more personal than here
When I was in kindergarten, there was a new girl named Mia who came from Japan, I believe, and I was assigned to be her helper because she couldn’t speak English. Over the few months we spent together, we became really close, and we had flashcards with the characters for an English word, and we could figure out what she was trying to tell us with those. I actually taught her quite a few different sentences and sayings in English after a while. I remember that she would get nosebleeds often, and each time I would escort her to the nurse, they would tell me to leave but she would make me stay with her. At our school we had a field day and me and her were never apart from each other the whole time. (Shown above) After a while, she had to move away with her family, and I never saw her again. I’ve really wanted to know how she’s changed for a very long time now. I know this is a long shot, but I’ve been wanting to talk to her again over some social network because I’ve missed her for a really long time, and I was hoping some of you guys would reblog for me. I can’t remember her last name.
This sucks because I thought we were friends. Now I feel awkward.
Hey! I might not be able to be on Tumblr as much now that school is in. I want to make good study habits especially since I’ve been introduced to AP classes. Anyways, I don’t think any emergencies will happen here.. I might reblog a few every now and then.. but not as much as it was during the summer. So on that note, I just want to say good luck to everyone to this new year! :) I’m really hoping of making it a good one and reach a lot of goals that I’ve set for myself.
Talk soon! 110 days until Christmas
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Since I can’t rant on Buzznet right now (I can’t sign on to Buzznet for some reason when I’m using my Mom’s laptop), I’ll rant here.
You know how people say they hate change? Or that change is bad? Or something of the like? I disagree. I don’t hate change, not completely. Not the pennies and such either. As in when people hate any changes that might happen in their lives.
Why? Sometimes change means moving forward and better progress. Why would you hate that? When people say they hate change, I think of that person as lazy, naive, slightly rude…
..and bratty? Like, sometimes I get the feeling the person just doesn’t WANT to know any difference about life. Hm, so maybe spoiled? They have everything already so why bother with change, right?
Sometimes I just get extremely frustrated with people that are like that. They choose to be naive (I don’t know if there’s a word for it, I feel like there should be one though) and they don’t care or anything.
I hate especially when they already have it better than I do or than a lot of people yet they don’t realize what they have and they’re still unhappy, they have problems that you would rather have because it’s easier than what you’re going through. Sometimes it’s even more frustrating when they create problems for themselves.. It makes me want to punch the person in the face.
I’ll probably rant again about ungrateful people because I have strong feelings about them.
that understands you , laughs at every joke you say not because it’s funny but because it’s stupid , makes fun of you for the stupidest things , makes you laugh and smile no matter the time of the day , picks fights with you just because they’re scared of losing you , and is there for you through everything that comes by in life … don’t let that person go . When this person can make you feel so loved and special , that’s when you know you’ve found a keeper , forever .
I met her earlier this year over Tumblr. We’ve been emailing each other for a while and we just recently started snail mailing stuff. :)
Today I got mail from her for the first time! <3 I was really excited.
Our mail box is a little higher than me so I don’t see everything inside. But today, the first thing I see and grab is the brown envelope. I was so happy when I read it was from her!
These are the stuff she gave me. She made the bracelets and the blue one in the back is from 4points. She sent me three different hot chocolate that I’m dying to try out. She also sent me a photo of her and her closest gal pals and also wrote me a letter.
Charley is my first and only pen pal so far and I’m really happy I met her. She’s really sweet and I love her<3
Send her some love? :) <3