We have a fundraiser tonight at Ruby’s diner. But my parents don’t want to go for even a take out. Well, I’m not talking to my dad right now. But my mom won’t give me an answer. Like god dammit, why can’t we even just go there and get something?! And earlier, when I first asked her, she said “You don’t have to be there.”
What. The. Fuck.
How can you say something like that when you know how much I love this sport and my team? You know how I’ve dedicated myself to this. To them. And now you can’t even bother to understand the meaning of support for the team? Ugh.
Anything else out of lacrosse this week has been pissing me off and horrible. I absolutely hate it. I seriously seriously hate it. The fact that I’m getting my period soon doesn’t help. I just want to cry and fall asleep. I swear I can’t handle this anymore. I hate being at home right now because all I do is just eat, sleep, do homework & shower. My family is just too stressful and I can’t take them right now.