But then again, that’s just expected of me.. To give up. Just like always. Right?

I want to prove everyone wrong. But how can I, feeling shitty as I do right now..

I know killing myself won’t be the answer. I’ve always told myself that. Because I always wanted to live for things that I don’t know right now.

But before I can even get to the better things, I need to get over this bullshit..

I feel like locking myself up in a dark room for the rest of my life.

12.12.11